Hello! Welcome to my first website!

All things flourish, and each returns to its source. - Tao Te Ching chapter 16

I hope you enjoy reading

This is mostly for fun and my own leisure

But if you like what you read it would be my pleasure!
Here is the home of my virtual personal entries, diaries, deepest secrets, desires, mistakes, crushes, loves, reads, front split progression log, yoga and running diary. Carrie's journal----

Mhm

Interests
February 11, 2026 Okay, it's harder to make a website than I realized. Okay, but this is only the very beginning of the blog. They didn't build Rome in a day. Neither is my ideal website. Yeah, yeah, nice, nice. Most interesting thing to happen today, Feb 11, 2026 is actually too embarassing to put online. It involved a toilet plunger, fellow track team member, and their student ID, that's all that is unredacted. The second most interesting thing to happen today was... I'm not sure, maybe my brother texting me, "Do you like Eliot Smith?" I replied, Yeah he's pretty good Lowkey too depressing tho (Spotify link to I Need Love by LL Cool J) The best to ever do it tbh It goes without saying, I lead a quiet life. Or if you are more of an optimist, I live, for the most part(thank god,)a peaceful life. I have shelter, food, comfort, clean water, shower, everything. I am bored out of my mind. It's time I do something exciting................

Like learn the most basic html. Huff.

Running log: No use, no legs. Just kidding, I have sciatica. So my ass hurts. I assume I did some bullshit to my left leg, first had a swollen ankle with post tibial tendonitis. I was doing some bullshit track workout at the armory in the evening and woke up the next morning with a puffy left ankle and PAIN. A couple days went, and it mostly feels better. However, I have nerve pain in my left leg and fucking hate track so I've resigned for a few days. Tried running, felt mostly okay. Except when I put my jeans on in the morning and go ow. Because, there's a pinch. I hate doing the bike, so I've put it off all day. Running sucks but putting the resistance up on a stationary bike is way worse. I also discovered that I don't like running. So, goodbye 5:30 mile, I am geriatric and very out of shape. When I finished the Brooklyn Half last year, I said, I can't wait to never run again. This year I'm running it again, but was unaware I signed up for the lottery until I saw the Congratualitions you've been selected email. Bruh. Track is not my thing, but I'll finish the season and fuck that 5:30 mile my ass is not doing that.